HOLIDAY CHEERRRR :)

SHITFUCK GUYS!
It's December!!!!!!!! I can't believe it :]
And, what does that mean for me?

Well, first, lots of choir stuff to do. For the next few weeks (this week included) I get to miss sooo much school for singing. It's great!
Second, CHRISTMAS TIME! I just can't wait! I love giving presents and (there's like no point in trying to deny it to seem like a good person) getting presents!! TEEHEE. But, trying to figure out what to get for who ... it's hard. Like ... yeeeeeeeah. That's a thinker.
I'll get back to you on that one.

Poetic Weekend

Holidays
A long, cold weeked
So much happened
It's strange
And scary
And amazing
It's breathtaking
I've changed myself
I like it
I've grown,
or maybe I ceased to grow
Just for a few moments.

I drove
Speeding along
Watching cars go by
And watching years go by.

Cookies baking
Ice skating
Cold hands, red cheeks
Make us remember
Christmas is near
Another year.

We sat together
The moon was out
Our hearts pounding
Our hands entwined
The music ringing in our heads
You're in my head. :)



Staying up late
Talking about nothing
Teenage nothings
That we never want to leave behind
Things we never want to lose.












So, tell me.
Once I got back to school tomorrow. Who will I be? Because I will never be the same. Not after this amazing weekend.

Permits, Peanuts, Plays

I got my driver's permit this morning. I am so excited, but also terrified. The idea that I am growing up this fast!! Yesterday, I swear I was a toddler, seriously. But, driving is going to be great, I know it'll be really handy for my wacky schedule.

Peanuts & peanut butter. I have been so addicted to them lately! I have been putting peanut butter on everything! Surprisingly it goes with everything:

Apples
Crackers
Just carbs in general :)
Spoons ... hehe
Bananas

Basically, I will take anything out of a cabinet or the refridgerator, and then slather it in peanut butter. Because of this, I have gained a few pounds. :( According to everyone I'm still 'ridiculously tiny'. I don't believe a word of it ... I never have though.

The show ('play' in the title) is going really well! It's opening in a week from tomorrow. Being a lead is really, really fucking amazing. I couldn't ask for a better experience. It just seems like a window into my future! Fabuloso. =]

GOOD NEWS :)

F! I GOT AOUDA! I GOT THE PART!
Aouda is the lead female role in Around the World in 80 Days. And I got it!!!
I am sooo happy. I got it yesterday; and, I was so excited that I couldn't fall asleep until 1.30.

Well.
That's the good news. :)
Byee.

Randomly Phenomenal Day!

So, the title says it ALL. Today was simply phenomenal, without me really having to do much. Drama auditions were today, and I could NOT have asked for a better, more smooth going audition. At the time I was really nervous, of course, but I got to audition with a good friend. And the scene was really fun. Better yet, (though, also not a good thing ... ) most of our main actors/resses have graduated. Sooo, big roles are up for grabs to most! And Mr Chew really liked my audition and really appreciated all my work last year. I'm thinking I might get a decent role. :)
Also, in place of my normal voice lesson, a group of about seven or eight people met and we went over IMEA stuff. Konner, a gorgeously lovely friend from school, was there. It was so much FUN, and I just sort of let my voice go free. Ugh, it was fabuloso. Seriously, amazing day.

Also, here's some lovely cross-dressing action:

Me (Joe) and my lovely, lovely friend Hilbert (Hillary).

My friendie-poo Magdie <3

Next, the burfday girl!! ... Man? Burfday man? Whateverr.

IMEA Workshop & Crossdressing

Today I got to wake up as LATE as I wanted! (Though, it was pretty early, seeing as I went to bed at 8.) Unlike yesterday, when I had to get up at 5, in order to get to school at 6.10! Yuckkk, right?
Well, it was completely worth it. About 15 people from my school's choir went up to Chicago to DePaul University, and we had this mega-intense IMEA Workshop. Obviously, to prepare us for IMEA (which is in a few weeks!) It was pretty fun.
First, we met up earlllyyyy. And we took a school bus, since charter buses cost like a billion dollars, and I sat by Lily. I soo love that girl. We had so much fun :)
Two or three hours went by pretty fast, and before we knew it we were at DePaul singing 'Let Their Celectial Concerts All Unite' (the soprano part is sooo high, it hurts my ears like hell.) and 'Tu es Petrus' with like 200 other high school students. It was so fun!
Then, we broke off into sections, so Lily and I stayed behind with all the sopranos. There were so many awkwardly funny people. This one girl was the spitting image of our old history teacher, to happy, to peppy, and just generally annoying. We kept cracking up everytime she did anything. And, there was this other girl who wasn't even singing! It was soooo fucking hilarious.
At 12, we went out to lunch. La cocina Mexicana! Ooh la la =P Lily and I hit up this fun Mexican resturant, where Mrs Franklin (our teacher) was with Merisol, so the 3 of us had a really fun lunch.
Later, we listened to this realllyyy boring seminar about DePaul and singing and IMEA and all this stuff. I pretty much didn't listen to a word of it. BUT, after that we sang some more! Yayyy =]
DRIVINNGG BACK HOMMEE TIME. Lily and I had something to laugh about constantly on the bus! For like the first hour and a half, there was so much funny stuff going on! (That wasn't even funny. Teeheee.) Then, omg, Merisol didn't know what to do with the Capri Suns that no one wanted to drink, so she just started squirting out the buses window. A bunch of times it landed on cars, some of which had open windows! It was amazing!!!
But, by the time I got home, I was sooo exhausted, and I just chillaxed for a while. Read a little. Went to bed early.

Today, my friend is having a birthday party where guys dress up as girls, and girls as guys! So, I'm really pumped, since crossdressing is just faaabb. You can be sure that I'll post up some photos!

LOVE <3

Getting Started

I am one of those people who starts a diary and I fill out a fair amount.
Then that diary falls behind one of the huge piles of books that make their home in my room.
And I forget about it.

So, I have decided that this is going to be my new sort of diary. A diary for the 21-century, cyber-tastic world. =] Except, I feel like I never know what to post in blogs.
A recap of my day? Yawn.
My personal, sappy, weepy feelings? Pshyeah ... I want all of the internet seeing that.

Sooo, I've just decided that I'm going to let my thoughts run free with this, and see where it's going to take me.

Here I go:

Can anyone tell me why being tired always spreads itself over long courses of time? So, I don't get enough sleep one night. And the next day I feel sort of tired; BUT, by the next day, it's like my head is on fire. Ugh. I hate it!
Also, why do people always want what they can not have? Even the littlest things! Chocolate? Or cake? And the big things. Like love. Where is love anymore? It always slips through my fingertips. Or, I hear funfun crap about being to young. Since when does love need an age line?
Haaaa. I am definitely feeling moody today. Obvious much?

Peace and love.